Let My Last Words be Our Last Dance

unreliable narrator
2 min readSep 10, 2024

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Sunday morning and I’m falling
And I wish that I had the guts, the dignity to put up a fight
And remind you, I don’t mind you
But someday I will heal, I’ll grow another heart
Gee, you’re so ephemeral
I don’t need anybody
Do you want me to care when you just disappear?
Cause I could have loved you forever
Until my body begins to rot
Oh baby, are you the one for me?
Love once was always hesitation
That will burn this whole madhouse down
And your kind of love’s the kind that soon disappears
See my heart beat, smell my sweet skin
I said, “I wanted you”
Darling, your head’s not right
But it’s best to finish as it started
And what you lost
Sappy pathetic, little me
Disappear in the sweet, sweet gaze
Where other broken people go
Come on, don’t leave me it can’t be that easy, babe
It’s not the first time that I’ve watched you passing by
Is it true that none of these contented happy faces will not ever hear a cry filled with love not with desire?
And am I big enough to hear that you never even think about me?
“This is no declaration, I just thought I’d let you know, goodbye”
(Love can never be exactly like we want it to be)

each line of the poem was thoughtfully picked from the lyrics of all the songs in this playlist in chronological order, i just think this is the best way to let you know inside the flower garden mess that is my heart ❤

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